思念何处错呢？

当世界在翻转， 我本人会在何处？
也许，该当 你不会想象。
在变，在改，在转。。。。。
恐怕一天。。。。。
我把自己也认不了，何况是你呢？

在想，如果遇到我的那一刹刻。。
你会往前，向我打个招呼吗?

B: 深情的眼神看着，
“喔，对不起，请饶恕我。。你的脸型有点像我失去多年的朋友” (就深情的瞪着)
A: 该不会认得我嘛。。(心里在想)
难道思念会另一个人昏昏沉沉吗？
情况可能犹如，[幻想中。。。。。]

心想：
就唯有靠那熟悉的声音。。。。。去辨认她。。。
确定使她呀!可是她样貌。。。。？就比如天与地；不是我想当年认识的丫头! 犹如天仙下凡。。。[一顾倾人王，在顾倾人国] 这怎能可能的事？在做梦!!醒醒吧。 可是眼前的她，就珍珠那么真。。。。叫我该人怎样去面对？
(向前说： 我想你？； 你好吗？； 不该，不该!!)

*以上情况就是制作出来，若有类似，都是巧合而已*

思念是个错吗？日思夜想的话，可能要反省。。。。。
此外，都是正常，不是吗？对，可能我也认同。

当。。。。。
一天你遇见我，你是否会认得我是你当年一齐玩伴同伴侣？
该你我都长大成人，无法辨认出对方 而结合了。。。。
这是心里的一种遗憾， 对于一个重情重友的人来说

(鉴于：失去多年在海外的童年友)

countless days without you..if one never realize!

What is captured,it’s the only thing remembered..
The wind is the witness where you & I met..

What could you have done to set apart,
Or you would even want to share with me…
I may not have to ask every single little thing,
But it’s just the way you put it that makes it all different

Please to never refresh this moment again,
Where it only reminds nothing but a dark plain cloth.
The room where we expect joy has it all but you
So I know it’s just virtual stupid.

It takes a mountain to prove it,
It takes time to make it happen,
It takes me to work it out.

My days go countless without you,
if one never realize, at least I did.

~define the word "you" in your own world...
it could be your study, accademic, career, or a person(s)...

way of expression,

Its nothing real great to see things the way it shouldn’t be..
It’s another twirl of the mind, that might need to do its fixing there..
Cool is the word to be count?yea nice...?
Or is it a norm, a culture used to express?

Lots of things…have become a culture,
Or a way of expression.
When people use it too often, the thing lose itself the real meaning behind.
Wouldn’t doubt if someone argues, “that’s not true”
Or maybe can you tell me, “how true can it be?”
To be accepted as, “not so true.”

Owh, you wish to ask, does it matter anymore..?
Hahaha..after all, life is just touch & go,
People walking pass one another…?
Will you really matter to drop a smile along the road,
Or a nod of head…
Or you just don’t care…

A buzy life might kill.
But a buzy life without a purpose driven in itself, calls heartache to the soul,
taking it to the grave...
And one asks again, “that’s not true”
Or maybe can you tell me, “how true can it be?”
To be accepted as, “not so true.”

It matters to me anyway, to just drop a “hi” or a “hello”…
In a culture which seems so cold.
Who bothered? when you say, “does it matter?”

~Dedicate to one whose life is not so misery, yet mystery, & mushy

14 March 12:24am

in you

In you,
Things could have change
My thoughts all been, but a vain..
Find out if you could, but just a coconut shell in the end.

Oh!how is it?that I never find in life…
Or could I have gotten pass it,
Or could I have taken granted?

So find it all in meaningless and yet,
Idleness…
Or you should be more prudent,in times to come..
Improving yourself is not just a snap of fingers,
It takes a period of time to form the habit which is good.

Okay, time of confession might be there..
Time of emo may exist..
But that does not make you less than a human being,
If you were to look it another way..

These verses are maybe too..tough to digest,
It’s just another flip over of the mind,
That needs to find its way out..

~dedicate to people who have a disorganize syndrome of mind (like the author)

13 March 2010 11:54pm

I have gotten it, it’s just that....

I have gotten it..
It’s just that, I let it go..
It could have been mine,
But it’s just that I knew it wasn’t…

Why time never leave us left behind something.
If you just need to find out or check back,
If you have treasured it from the first place.

so,
I have gotten it…
It’s just that, I let it go…

What could be the greatest value or opportunity you pass by?
When there’ nothing to be left un-regret,
There’s nothing to look back.

I have gotten it…
It’s just that, I let it go…

And if it’s just a basket full of fishes,
And why not some other nice food..?
Should you ask for something more when you’re merely the receiver &?
With only empty hands…

So that’s life not so great statement,
It’s just a thought passing by the journey.

Whenever you go, never look back with regrets;
It will be too much to think, with never ending pictures.
Guess maybe greater advents are awaiting there,
So just grab it!

I have gotten it..
It’s just that, I let it go..
It could have been mine,
But it’s just that I knew it wasn’t…

~dedicate to people who miss out the things in life!
13 March 2010 11.30pm

common life & yet uncommon~

There’s only one thing to hold on if it’s the only left.
One thing to ponder if there’s nothing else to think of,
One thing to live on if you have only one life.

It could be the only breath you ask for,
And anything but a single moment to be with Him.
The source of giver, life of all creation,
The greatness you could ever imagine.

Like our days, we live & die,
We laugh & cry,
We’re broken & healed..
Yet some people think…
Life is too much to go on…

Things come & go,
Time ushers in & out,
Fashion gets outdated with the updated ones,
Leaves turn to yellow from green…
Yet, is time able to turn back..?

Very often the answer we know is “no”,
We still ‘wishes” , wasting the time of thinking back, “what if..”

(A gift to you, from random flow of the heart)

Tiredness~Look ahead, going forward; & never look backward.

Tiredness~

Sometimes life tiredness can’t be avoided even if you try..
Trying harder means never ending.

Get real is what we need.
When life doesn’t go the way we thought,
Should that be a good news or the other way round?
Well, let’s get things unreal here for a bit.
If life just go on too smooth,okay make that a dream.

What are the things in life could we make escape this “tiredness”?
Sometimes, it’s just a small boost that I need or else, diversion?

You need friends to go along when things go low.
People in the same frame of mind to talk to?
A time to think things through or self-reflection?

For as much creative solutions that you can think of,
It’s a miracle that I could always get through the worst diversity.
In which I always call it “grace”.

How much tears needed?
Or even the bottles of them laid on the rack?
Who’s the one seen it all & knew it all?
Or izit the closest friend of life, but God.

The deepest thought held, for fear of how people may see you.
Oh,let’s get real
Unless the world is uncommon.

Or If I should bury, all mentioned are under this love at whichever cost.
Yes, we life in the world under scrutiny, especially for people of fame.
But, all is enough if we just have God,
having myself in His mind all times, my life in His hand, and the apple of His eyes.
What’s more but to call it a blessing.

The weariness that keeps us thinking…
How good to just have a shoulder to lean on for some rests…
A chest to hide the fears in the faces to be reassured again.

Before that, & till then,
Life’s just got to move on.
Look ahead, going forward; & never look backward.